Disguise

Disguise - Lene Marlin

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
When your pain will disappear
When you know that it's not true
What they say about you
You could not care less about the things
Surrounding you
Ignoring all the voices from the walls

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come
I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Still we don't know what's yet to come
Still we don't know what's yet to come

....thank you for sharing this lovely song. Love it!




Take care everyone. Enjoy the song.

No Nokia

Pagi tadi...
Jam berapa aku tak pasti...
Nokia ku tidak berfungsi lagi...
Aduhai....




Aduh.. stress sungguh bila tiba-tiba handphone dah tak berfungsi lagi. Rasa resah sebab dah menjadi kebiasaan handphone sentiasa disisi. Lebih-lebih lagi di saat perlunya komunikasi dgn my dad yang ada di HKL untuk 'fistula' operation.

........ kosong........

Ada yang cadangkan cari pengganti. Ada yang cadangkan buangkan saja..(sampai hati..hehe). Ada yang cadangkan boleh dibaik pulih dan kosnya tak lebih dari RM50. Hmm.. buat masa ini.. baik hantarkan saja ke 'klinik handphone' di Plaza Low Yatt. Sambil-sambil menjamu mata, melihat apa yang mampu :-)


Bila dah biasa guna handphone sebagai alat komunikasi.. aku hampir terlupa... email kan ada.. YM/MSN Messenger/Skype kan ada.. Oh.. rupanya masih boleh 'survive' tanpa handphone disisi! Tak terlupa talian tetap yang jarang benar diguna!



p/s: CikTipah.. macam2 betul dugaan sebelum liburan ini kan...!




Take care everyone.

Taking Chances

Aku happy sangat hari ni. Dari pagi tadi. Malam tadi, 'dengar' Oprah di Hallmark Channel (oh yes, i was bz doing something else.. so sempat dengar sahaja) dan tetamunya, Celine Dion nyanyi lagu ni secara 'live'. Oh.. I love this song. Btw, I am taking chances too, rite?

Taking Chances - Celine DIon

Don't know much about your life
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight
On this planet they call earth

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out
And maybe this is going too fast
And maybe it's not meant to last

But what do you say to taking chances?
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again
And maybe you could show me how to try
And maybe you could take me in
Somewhere underneath your skin?


But what do you say to taking chances?
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah
There's nothing like love to pull you up
When you're lying down on the floor there
So talk to me, talk to me
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

Doa dalam hati : Semoga diberi kasih sayang, kekuatan dan rahmat olehNya. Amin..




Take care everyone. Gudnite.

Diam Diam

Can a lady make the first move? Maniskah? Sopankah? Adakah dia akan dilabelkan sebagai terhegeh-terhegeh? Hidung tak mancung, pipi tersorong-sorong? Tak tahu malu? Masih 'berfungsikah' peribahasa perigi mencari timba, setelah 51 tahun Malaysia merdeka? Hilangkah kesopanan dan kesusilaannya kalau perempuan yang memulakan langkah pertama? Ataupun rasa hati tak perlu diluahkan? Simpan sahaja. Diam diam sahaja.


Bila selalu ditanya soalan-soalan bonus seperti;

"Why don't u make the 1st move?"

"Cuba la terus terang bagitau dia, kau suka dia!"

"Give me his number, I'll help you to tell him the truth!"

"Cakap je la.. kan senang..?"

"Jangan lah malu.. aku tengok kau dgn dia memang rapat.. terus terang lah...!"

Jawapan standard aku adalah;

"Ish.. taknak lah.."

"Ada ka.. seganlah.."

"Hey! Don't call him.. let it be.."

"Aku kan perempuan, takkan lah..."

"Biarlah.. bukan jodoh aku dgn dia..."


Tapi, semalam berbeza. Tahniah pada diri sendiri sebab aku berani! Semestinya selepas ini, aku akan diam.. selagi dia masih diam...

Diam Diam Rindu - Dahlan Zainuddin


Jika terkasar bicaraku kepadamu
jika terlupa kuucapkan selamat malam
bukan niatku melukai hatimu
aku sendiri rindu dendam

Jika terganggu mimpi dikau malam tadi
jika terpadam kisah cinta yang disimpan
aku mengerti permainan dihati
tiada syarat dan batasan

Dalam rinduku seribu cerita bahagia
bermain celah awan biru
dalam khayalan aku malu berkata
diam diam rindu

Dalam rinduku seribu cerita bahagia
bermain celah awan biru
dalam khayalan aku malu berkata
diam diam rindu

Bukan niatku melukai hatimu
aku sendiri rindu dendam

Jika terganggu mimpi dikau malam tadi
jika terpadam kisah cinta yang disimpan
aku mengerti permainan dihati
tiada syarat dan batasan

Dalam rinduku seribu cerita bahagia
bermain celah awan biru
dalam khayalan aku malu berkata
diam diam rindu

Dalam rinduku seribu cerita bahagia
bermain celah awan biru
dalam khayalan aku malu berkata
diam diam rindu

Take care everyone..! And, enjoy the song ya..

Keabadian Cinta

Setiap kali ada jambangan bunga, semua orang kat office ni dah tau dah, mesti untuk CikMatKhair. (CikMatKhair ni nickname dia di office) Memang takda orang lain dah.. Kalo orang lain dapat.. kira pelik dah tu..

..oh... bestnya... besarnya.. cantiknya..

Sejak aku sepejabat dengan dia, setiap kali birthday, tiap kali anniversary, mesti dia akan dapat bunga dari wife tersayang. Wifenya pun sama, kalau birthday dan anniversary mesti akan dapat bouquet dari CikMatKhair. Romantis kan?

Kadang-kadang tu siap dengan coklat ataupun kek. Kitorang ler yang tumpang kenyang :-) Dan hari ni, dia dapat bouquet lagi... Aduhai.. romantisnya... I jeles la.... dah lama tak dapat bouquet macam ni.. Huhu..

CikMatKhair yang tersenyum lebar

KakLin yang tumpang (sekaki) excited...

err.. tumpang sekali jugak lah! Hehe..

jangan gosok2 mata ya.. mata anda tak silap.. ini adalah jambangan duit RM1 yang digubah bersama dgn 'benda' (err.. aku tak tau namanya) bentuk hati tu. Sangat cantik. Sangat berharga. Sebagai tanda keabadian cinta mereka suami isteri. Tak ramai yang masih melahirkan tanda kasih sayang abadi walaupun sudah 11 tahun hidup bersama, kan?


Happy 11th anniversary to CikMatKhair & Kak Syikin. Semoga bertambah bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat dan dirahmati Allah selalu. Amin..



Take care everyone.

Karaoke, Eat and Dance

We had our "Karaoke, Eat and Dance" session at RedBox, Plaza Low Yat after office. One thing about working at odd hours, you could enjoy "happy hour" session while others are still busy with their daily routine. We started our happy hour session at 2pm. Yeay...!

Warming up session. Vocal testing & menu browsing.

MonchehMan in action

Ice lemon tea & keropok standby! Microphone ready!


ACTION!!

Lorna singing Teresa Teng's famous song,
Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin.

The ladies in action

Let's eat

...and eat...

...and dance!

....ewahhhh!!

Dangdut ada....

Hindustan pun ada..

70's pun ada... (Hail Amir & Uji Rahsid duet)

Indonesia Band mestilah ada... :-)

And we celebrated Mas's birthday. Happy birthday, Mas. Semoga dirahmati Allah selalu..

and...

excuse me...

ehem..ehem..

it's my turn....

to sumbangkan lagu..!! ;-)

....Malam ini kasih
Teringat aku padamu....

oh.. saya suka banget lagu ini..!

They were the cast and production team of Aci-Aci Buka Pintu, our department performance for HPC Anniversary Dinner on last January. It’s an appreciation moment for their commitment, creativity and effort, which made us 1st runner up that night. Congratulations!

"oh.. patutlah korang tak bagi aku ikott...." Momok. Hehe..

Take care everyone.

What To Sing?

Have a makan2+karaoke with frens tomorrow after office. Everyone needs to sing. I really dunno what to sing. Lagu Falling Slowly ni mesti takda dalam list kan? Aduhai.. But I'll make sure Deng 'keje keras' esok..!


Hmm...


Do they have this song..?

Marilah mari..
Pergi mengundi..
Jangan lupa kewajipan..
Pada negara...

one more time...!

Marilah mari...
Pergi mengundi...
Jangan lupa kewajipan..
Pada negara...

Yeayy!! Hahahaha

Good nite. Take care everyone

Falling Slowly III

... and i'm falling slowly for you .......

Falling Slowly II

This song from the movie Once, won Oscar's Best Original Song. Yeayy...!!! Falling Slowly is written & performed by Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova, the main character of the movie. And i'm gonna watch it again later! I'm loving it!

FALLING SLOWLY

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

Enjoy the song. Take care everyone. And i'm falling slowly....

Falling Slowly I

I
am
falling
slowly....
for you...

....hope

you...

....don't

mind..